I've been watching movies... and once more it is all about you. It is all about love.

I have been watching movies, soap operas, TV shows; I have not been into theater and plays, for I have read several for my own.  Books have been read, lives have been observed and yet another year is coming through and I can´t get to figure it out (for what ever it is or could mean).  There might be many dreams, until now I cannot find the one for me.  Perhaps there is no only a dream for each one but a dream for all.  I guess several have said happiness is the ultimate goal, and it might be; as matter of have, happiness to me is nothing but a state of mind, a decision taken for life.  It is more like a vow, or an oath, it probably won’t happen as a glance but is yours to make of it a reality everyday at a certain time.  I have tried to be honest, and as a matter of fact is always at this time of the year that reflection comes to knock on my door.  I don’t know for sure if it has to due with the New Year’s Eve, the Christmas mood, or it’s just a hormonal think; but it clearly comes by at this time of the year.  Time has come and as my people say it never forgets nor forgives, and I am afraid that the year to come would be the one to pay the bill for the mistakes which were made feeling veiled by the guard of hope.

            The thing is that right now, as I have done before, I kind of fall in love with what I like to call my five minutes of inspiration.  Wishing one day my dreams shall come true, and all this that I right under the belief of being either a universal truth, or a stunning revelation of literatures next muse, and then I realize I am only a gal who has some ability to write some rhymes.  I try to be honest, truthful to myself, soul and heart.